SIFE

Morning starts with great breakfast and now I'm so happy to put things here :D haha. Businesses have been bad lately due to procrastination and bad habits. I have the habit of delaying: not calling important people, not sending emails, not meeting people for the the project.

In such time, I often avoid and call others instead. I call friends, Cuc Tay, mu Lun, Duy Khung Long Lon, Andres, Trung, Yanjie anyone that I just want to talk to most of the time. Such longing for emotional satisfaction, I was unable to control. Hence things have been further delayed.

The project sounds very simple: To organize a conference for women who want to be entrepreneurs.
I have never organized such thing before. Indeed, I was in some sort of organizing the ASEAN DANCE 4 years ago but I was not serious at all, I quitted rather than not doing anything as a member there. Now I am the project leader? Damn, I should have delegated this position to other member in SIFE. But I did not! I was just mistakingly thinking that: Because I am the one who got the grant for the school, I must be leader! Wrong. That was a wrong way of reasoning. I have never had any experiences!!! Huhu!

But Micheal was right! If I don't do this, when can I have another chance to lead a project? So good! Really :D I have been so irresponsible, so disorganized, so what-ever. Now, I feel like I'm better a bit :D

To go straight into the business discussion:
- I went to meet Dolores today, whom I delayed for 2 weeks just to knock at the door and to talk. I was so bad!!! She suggested that finding speakers should be the first thing we should have done and not setting the date!!! O man why can't even thought of that!!! Thank you Dolores :) You have a very low voice, firm and nice. Haha. Really effective leader you are :D

After that, I went to meet Claire, the PR Head of my school! A terrible funny meeting. I had looked at her picture clearly, thoughtfully before meeting her to make sure I can guess about 60 percent of how she would be like :)) But damn it, she was opposite to what I had thought! She was not gentle and down-to-earth at all. She was cold, trying not to understand me!!! Sad!! But I was not sad. I still like to tell her with all my best about my project. Part of her coldness was because I was not clear about what I want from her, about what my project is, about the target audience and all that.

Then as Dolores refered, I went to Student Affairs Office to look for Katy Lanius. She was in a meeting. What! I was not patient enough to wait. I left a note there, saying that I would email her too. But now see, I'm writing on this blog instead of emailing.

Then I went to Student Organization Hub, I met JOSH who also knew KIRK :)) they look dumb together but so funny and harmless. It's ok. They are so nice, easy to talk to, understanding. No wonder, I feel so happy saying bye and walking out. Haha.

Finally I rushed to Kathy's office. She was sick today so I could not deal with all the naming/I20/Passport issue.

Not tired at all actually. I was enjoying the wind and snow on the road.

There are lots of things I knew but did not follow and other things I don't know. the Dolores thing was new. The my wrong human judgemnet thingy was new. The thing (Dolores also told) about busy entrepreneurs planning ahead...all that was both new and old :D

Anyways, I feel like really good after what I have gone through :D

Business practices, I think quite new thing to experience :D
Besides, I still got violin and guitar practice. Really nice. :D

I dont know why I suddenly get so dumb in my writing here. But it's ok to be dumb most of the time, coz my friends are still around to help :D haha